As an HIV-positive gay activist from Pakistan, my life has been a constant battle against societal norms and prejudices. My name is Ali Raza Khan, and I have faced numerous challenges simply for being who I am. Recently, I found myself in Islamabad, staying with my fellow colleague Nayab Ali, a transgender police officer and Victim Support Officer (VSO). I was running away from my pasts involving a forced marriage and threats of honor killing in Multan.
A Safe Haven Turned Hostile
Nayab and I had been staying together for several weeks, seeking solace and safety in each other’s company. However, our attempts to lead a normal life were often marred by hostile encounters with security and police officers. One such incident, which gained significant media attention, highlighted the dangers we face daily.
The Incident at Ramna Police Station
On the night of 23rd June before midnight Nayab Ali and myself was outside for the dinnder when we received the call by another transgender who was beaten by a restaurant employee. We both listened and helped the transgender to get help from police for which we visited the Ramna police station in Islamabad to deal with a case of that transgender to take forward. During our visit, a fellow police officer first passed derogatory remarks for us being queer on asking to stop he attempted to shoot us twice, in the presence of other officers who did nothing to intervene. We shared the video right after the incident online on twitter, expressing our fear and frustration at being trapped in the police station when advocating for queer rights. The incident potrays how easily it would be a for police officer to shoot and kill us and made up some false allegations of us being doing something wrong.
As myself someone who has faced similar threats and violence back in my town and persuded to move to Islamabad expecting a safe space, This new experience resonated deeply with my past experiences back home but in a more worse way. I was going through a lot of anxiety during this tumultuous time, witnessing firsthand the blatant disregard for our safety and rights. The incident at the police station was not an isolated event but a reflection of the systemic discrimination and violence that LGBTQ+ individuals face in Pakistan
Following the shooting attempt, a large crowd from the transgender community gathered outside the police station from the help of Nayab connections in Islamabad to protest. Despite their efforts, the officer who attempted to shot us was not arrested, and the SHO displayed aggression towards us and our supporters. This incident underscores the urgent need for systemic change and protection for LGBTQIA+ communities in Pakistan.
The Daily Struggles of LGBTQ+ Individuals
Living as an LGBTQ+ person in Pakistan means constantly navigating a landscape of fear, discrimination, and violence. From forced marriages to honor killings, the challenges we face are immense. Our encounters with law enforcement often exacerbate these issues, as we are met with hostility rather than protection.
Sharing my story and experience is crucial in highlighting the harsh realities faced by LGBTQ+ individuals in Pakistan. By raising awareness and advocating for our rights, we hope to foster a more inclusive and equitable society where everyone can live without fear of persecution.
By sharing these narratives, I aim to shed light on the struggles of LGBTQ+ individuals in Pakistan and advocate for meaningful change. Our stories are a testament to our resilience and determination to fight for our rights and dignity.